Saturday, July 31, 2021

TechnologyGrants: UNWRITTEN: Application Denied

TechnologyGrants: UNWRITTEN: Application Denied
I found this while searching for my old articles. They used my article as a guide for young students filling out graduate school applications.

I found it particularly interesting when I started to find this all over different publications with my name the exact words but absolutely no credit or residuals or permission was granted to profit off my work. 

It meant an awful lot to see this and to remind myself of the person I used to before I got sick and turned into this horrible person. 


 

UNWRITTEN: Application Denied

Your Name: Elyssa D. Durant

Position Desired: YOURS


What are you seeking in a job at this point in your life?

An advocacy position working with children that would allow me to combine my academic training and educational background with my passion for grassroots policy planning and program development. I have been working at the grassroots level with a number of organizations for many years, and I enjoy seeing the public realize how effective they can be in advocating for themselves. I have witnessed many people take off personally and professionally once they experience how gratifying it can be to become empowered through expressing their views and making their voices heard. I enjoy leading people on this path of empowerment.

Why do you want to work with children?

Having participated in the head start program as a small child, I was fortunate enough to be given additional resources that allowed me to be on a level playing field when I started Kindergarten at 4 ½ years-old. I believe working with Stand for Children will allow me to give a voice to small children and some of the disenfranchised families who have the greatest need for strong, well-organized representation.


How would you explain community or grassroots organizing and what about it appeals to you as opposed to other ways to improve the lives of children?

Grassroots advocacy would allow me to work directly with stakeholders on critical policy initiatives and budget priorities. I enjoy helping the public have their opinions heard and consider myself empathetic to the needs of my target audience and population. I enjoy working towards a stated goal and seeing that programs be properly designed, planned, and implemented to allow for effective program development and policy implementation. In addition, working sat the grassroots level allows you to interact with those who are directly affected by the programs and policy reform initiatives. I enjoy listening to people and helping to empower the disenfranchised populations. Grassroots work allows you to see change happen and letting people know how important each and every voice is on the political spectrum. By establishing a positive network of community alliances and establishing a good rapport with the general public, they will feel that they had a direct role in creating the new programs and policies, and they are much more likely to remain active in their child's education and community programs long after I am gone.


What adjectives would people who know you generally use to describe you? Name specific work situations in which these attributes have served you.

People often comment on my dedication: I do not take on causes that I do not believe in. I will do "whatever it takes" to see that I achieve results that are beneficial to the community I live in, the organization I represent, and the children who need my voice.

I am sincere and not easily swayed from my viewpoints. I am very true to my clients, and believe in what I say. I am outspoken. I am not easily intimidated and believe that I have a right to be heard, as do the children, families, and communities I represent. I am eloquent, logical, and persuasive. I can usually find a way to relate to my clients, and give them a reason to participate in the legislative process. I help them understand that they are a crucial in seeing effective programs implemented in a way that will best serve the needs of their children and communities. I help my clients feel empowered by showing them how their direct participation can improve their circumstances and the lives of their children. I try to demonstrate how easy it is to participate in developing effective policy and public programs. I encourage them to become more active in their own lives by showing them how important it is to be heard by their legislators, congressional representatives, and their community leaders.

I am effective because I get things done!


What would your former employers say about you? What areas would they suggest you work on?

  • "Her involvement with the class, her interaction with the students and teachers alike, and her willingness to listen while offering fresh insight of her own made working with Elyssa a very enjoyable experience."
  • "Her energy for the work and the educational process showcased both her abilities for problem solving and her well-developed communication skills."
  • "Elyssa's enthusiasm for knowledge and the process of learning impressed me a great deal. She has an active curiosity about education and the learning process."
  • Some employers have not been quite as enthusiastic regarding my level of personal involvement with my work... they may suggest I work on my objectivity in the workplace. I tend to take my work very seriously.


Please list your top five achievements at your last position.

  1. My clients still call me from school in the morning to let me know they made it there safely. None have dropped out and five will be graduating this May!
  2. One former client is no longer abusing small animals after we took a day trip to the animal shelter. He now demonstrates empathy towards animals and treats them with a gentle hand.
  3. Mental health parity has received considerable more attention from the press after the NBCNightly News picked up an article I wrote. NBC requested on camera interview, but my schedule was not the least bit forgiving at the time.
  4. New York State passed a bill for Medicaid buy-in the day after I had organized a trip to Albany for members of my community who were at-risk for losing their benefits.
  5. My persistence locating subjects (participants in a long-term study of children with severe emotional disorders) allowed for more reliable and valid results since a larger, more representative sample was achieved for the third and final wave of interviews. The methods and study results were discussed recently in a prestigious journal of public policy.


Describe an interpersonal challenge you faced with a co-worker and how you resolved it.

I learned that my supervisor had altered some of my case notes for a client file that was scheduled to be audited. After confronting him with my original documentation and the new paperwork that was in the child's file, he told me that it was critical not to reflect abuse in my client files since it would cause the company to loose referrals from the Department of Children's services. After speaking with my sister (an attorney) I decided to make copies and forwarded them anonymously to a child rights organization.


What did you learn from it?

I ultimately resigned since I felt I did not want to be part of an organization that would place financial incentives above a child's welfare.


What experience do you have working directly with children? Concerns for children?

For my undergraduate practicum, I worked as a social skills counselor in a school-based intervention program designed for high-risk youth. After working with various groups of children, I began to notice significant differences in their levels of self-esteem. This made me increasingly concerned about policy issues involved in special education, assessment, and placement. I think it is critical to explore alternative program options that would allow children to receive the special attention they need without jeopardizing their emotional development.


Have you ever been involved in an effort to change a policy or a budget priority? Please describe.

Yes-several years ago, I had the opportunity to participate in the Governor's Roundtable on TennCare. The new CEO had implemented cuts to the program without providing members (or providers) with adequate time or information prior to implementing a major change to the prescription formulary (the list of approved medications.) Because I had witnessed the fallout at my local pharmacy that weekend, my supervisor requested that I draft a written statement to the committee regarding the impact of these changes for beneficiaries. After the newly appointed CEO of TennCare denied receiving any negative feedback on his rapid budget cuts, my boss asked me if I would be willing to speak before the committee and call his bluff. Ultimately, this lead to the passage of the Grier Amendment. Grier provides beneficiaries with a formal procedure that must be followed prior to cutting off any medications prior to receiving a formal appeal. Grier provides beneficiaries with a form of "due-process" protection granting them access to an adequate supply of medication while their physician can has the opportunity to obtain the necessary authorization for medically necessary treatment.

I recently ran into the former CEO that implemented the poorly planned budget cuts. He now works at my local gas station in the mini-mart; however, he claims they offer excellent health insurance with unlimited pharmacy benefits.


Why, in your opinion, do schools, early childhood education, and other programs that give children a fair chance in life receive so much less funding than they need and deserve?

I believe there are several reasons that contribute towards the pattern of under-funding educational programs. First, I believe that the "war on terror" has misrepresented our budget priorities to the general public. Second, I believe that there is a hesitation to re-distribute funds so that they can be used in the communities that would benefit the most from additional sources of funding. Third, I think that the people designing the budget are not sympathetic to the needs of the underprivileged, and they are reluctant to offend wealthier constituents by allocating funds towards impoverished districts. Fourth, I believe that the general public is quite comfortable believing that all is well in American schools, and if we keep adjusting the SAT's to reflect this myth, the true state of education will most likely be ignored. As a society, we must decide that education is a top priority and fund education in the same way we fund the military. I could go on, but I will not!


What specifically can be done to ensure that more public funding goes to schools, early childhood education and other programs that give children a fair chance in life?

We need to think of educational policy reform initiatives and programs in terms of equity rather than equality. Equality is a myth. Some children, schools, communities, and parents simply need more if they are to benefit from the large number of pre-k programs soon to become available to young Tennesseans. We must meet their needs by matching them with appropriate programs and opportunities by virtue of their parent's financial resources. We must reframe the educational model in terms of equity not equality; all homes and all schools are sadly not equal.

I was a head start child myself, and I am proud of my academic achievements. With the new lottery in place, many children will have a new source of opportunity: scholarship money can provide a completely new funding source beyond the standard K-12 public education. We need to reframe the educational model so that we can improve the system for children who are "at-risk" of falling behind so that they have true equal opportunity. There are many new opportunities to be had in the state of Tennessee. Not only can children now benefit from the new pre-K programs being developed, but they can also benefit from educational funding that has become available in the form of Hope scholarships that the lottery program offers for college.

We need to give children a fair shot at actualizing their inherent capabilities and help them to develop a love of learning before they have an opportunity to be lost in the "system."


Share experiences you've had in forming or building an organization.

As the director of special programs for NAMI, I had the opportunity to work with consumers and their families by planning special events and programs. I made frequent trips to the local psychiatric hospital to talk to consumers about how they need to take an active role in planning new programs-especially if they were unhappy with the current programs in place for SPMI (severe and persistent mentally ill) populations. I was amazed at how much you can accomplish on a long road trip by providing a school bus and free lunch for all who were willing to participate and make their voice (and their votes) count!


ESSAY SELECTED FOR PUBLICATION IN "GUIDE TO WRITING GRADUATE SCHOOL ESSAYS FOR THE HEALTH SCIENCES"


STATUS: APPLICATION DENIED


 IRONY: PRICELESS





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Sunday, May 16, 2021

Breakfast in America πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ

Sunday, May 16 2021

Dear Family :

I managed to make a PERFECT breakfast πŸ₯ž sandwich πŸ₯ͺ !!

A toasted everything bagel πŸ₯― with an easy over egg 🍳 with Swiss πŸ§€ 



Today's theme: Breakfast in America πŸ‡ΊπŸ‡Έ 

Gram: if you click on the link below it plays music!! 

https://youtu.be/tODaH_fGtMY

Cleo is having an absolute BALL!! 

I made her an obstacle course like they have at the Puppy Bowl and she goes NUTS!!!

And when she's all tired out, she crawls into her cat bed and goes to sleep. 

I'm so glad Missy took me to adopt her when she came to visit. 

I think I waited long enough and spent ALL of 2020 and most of 2021 in quarantine and isolation with no visitors. 



I hope to see Ray and Adrienne this week for lunch. Everything in Florida is pretty messed up as I'm sure you realize. 

Details to follow!!  

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Elyssa Durant
Research and Policy Analyst

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DailyDDose © May 2021

Sunday, May 16 2021

Dear Diary:

I managed to make a PERFECT breakfast πŸ₯ž sandwich πŸ₯ͺ !!

A toasted everything bagel πŸ₯― with an easy over egg 🍳 with Swiss πŸ§€

Friday, April 30, 2021

DailyDDose (c) April 30, 2021 COVID

April 30, 2021 

My dad told me to clean my room. 

It's not like I have a backdrop of loaded guns on zoom like Don Jr. cuz THAT would be weird. 

I'm still looking at desks and table to do work on. 

I've been trying really hard to get organized but it's very hard for me. 

When Rose is here tomorrow or Sunday I'm going to lift the glass on my night table and clean the wood cuz it's very yucky. 

I moved a little bin next to my bed because I cannot reach or see the night stand due to my neck and back surgeries. 

I don't expect that to change according to Dr. Urakov. So rather than me adapting to the furniture, I have by I adapt the furniture to me. 

That's NOT so difficult to grasp. That's why we have the ADA and accessibility mandates. 

I want to get a rug / mat for the living room. My feet are terribly blistered and bruised from going out in my broken shoes on Tuesday. 

I have an appointment with the Podiatrist on Tuesday, May 4 and that's where I bought the shoes last year so I will get another pair. 

Cleo sleeps with me but I've placed her litter box on the balcony and then brought it in when it rained. 

I ordered her a new one with a cover that will be here today. 

I've completely rewired the TVs and internet.  Dr. Pottash asked me about this because he was pretty impressed and he told me how his wife was in the hospital for a month when she gave birth and the cable went out so he called the head of the hospital. 

I told him how the TV went out when I was in the hospital and when I spoke to Gram and said, "the whole neurology floor has no Comcast" she said, "ooh.. good. Just like home!" and made me laugh. 

Anyway, it's taking some time. But I'm getting there slowly. 

I'm sending Karen the invoice from Miami of all the modifications they made that she threw out in her haste and she will have to replace them. It's that simple. 

My meds are stabilized now for the most part. My pain is pretty severe and my hands have lots of pins and needles and numbness. 

That is all very normal after neurosurgery. And I still have considerable spasticity and "jerky" hand and arm movements. 

I am doing Thai Chi so that my movements are more natural and fluid. 

The doctors are trying to get my pain under control but my insurance company keeps denying any interventions so it looks like I just have to do the best I can until I switch Insurance Companies during open enrollment next October. 

I've switched psychologists / psychotherapists and I think my new one is a much better fit. 

She doesn't take my insurance but the only one that does has a two year waiting list and I got tired of waiting. 

I'll send more pics as I get more settled. 

I got COVID a little over a week ago. I am coughing and have a very sore throat but I got both vaccines and as promised, I got sick but I did not have to go to the hospital and die!! 

Isn't science amazing?? 

Love you all, 

Liz 


Elyssa Durant
Research and Policy Analyst

Wednesday, February 10, 2021

DailyDDoSe Update

DailyDDoSe © February 10, 2021
Update 11:22am 

... 

There are rumors that flying TVs are raining down outside of Mar-a-Lago. 

I'm literally right here and I can confirm that isn't true. And shame on you for thinking Donald Trump could even lift a TV!! 

There are news crews outside and I already took my morning "walk" so Baby Penguin 🐧 and I are totally chilling with a HUGE sandwich waiting for THE TRIAL to begin. 

We have chips, we have dip... we have MASKS because we are not idiots. 

"We" waited FOUR years to see justice!! Don't forget, I was on LOCKDOWN when Trump tried to do a photo op from MY hospital room and I kicked them out. 

Yeah, so what if I got a Secret Service lockdown. 

Big. 

Fucking. 

Deal. 

Life is good. 

CONVICT TRUMP!! 



-- 
Elyssa Durant Research and Policy Analyst

/ed70

DailyDDoSe © February 10, 2021

DailyDDoSe © February 10, 2021

Things are very noisy here with the construction but I'm doing well. I'm going back to Miami for a week for some neurology testing but it's nothing to worry about.

I'll just pack my penguins, take the outfits Gram got me and go for a few days. I'm thinking of it like a vacation so hopefully I'll get some answers about the muscle spasms, pain and swelling on my head and neck now that we have ruled out epilepsy.

Things are quiet over at Mar-a-Lago. I try to go out every morning to sit by the water and always keep an eye out for suspicious Russian yachts, submarines and helicopters!!

Hopefully the next big event will be when they arrest Trump and take him away.

He belongs in prison. Are you watching the Impeachment Trial? The defense is ridiculous! I wonder if dad is rolling his eyes up there in New Hope??

I asked Dad if there is ANY amount of money he would take to defend Trump and he said "NOPE!"

I know everyone deserves a good defense but Trump needs to rot in prison for all he's done.

I take it very personally because I feel that I would have received better healthcare if Trump wasn't spending all our money on wasteful projects that I feel comes directly out of our pockets through healthcare, education or whatnot.

We certainly didn't win any prize with DeSantis and certainly not with Rick Scott or Marco Rubio.

So here we are. I hope you're well.

I love you,

Wednesday, January 27, 2021

DAILyDDoSe January 17, 2018 ©️ 2021 Falling Angels

Remember when I made this for you?

January 27, 2018. I told you I would be like a guardian angel to you and your offspring. You may not see me there, but I would always bee looking out for her.

I thought I was doing you a solid, looking after your most precious "commodity" you were leaving behind.

I planned all her birthday special gifts to be sent from YOU after your passing.

All of it done anonymously.

I think It's time to cancel that. I had the very best of intentions but you and your wife never did see that.

I even called to see if I could donate a healthy A+ kidney anonymously.

They said no. They needed proof that I knew ypu.

Your wife stirred up such a commotion at Mt. Sinai they were getting random donors and that was not their protocol.

I didn't know what to say because toy you had already cut me out of your life and they wanted to know how often I speak to you and lied.

I told them were friends since the age of 15 and stayed close through college, high school, college and graduate school.

They asked when I spoke to you last and lied and said a couple of weeks ago.

I wanted you to have that kidney so you're could watch your little girl grow up.

I have no idea what happened or why they told you off the list but that's what altruism is all about.

You're wife should look it up someday.

Broken Wings

Cutting ties that bind.

Now neither of us can fly.

Wednesday, January 13, 2021

Fwd: Hackers Hit Hospitals in Disruptive Ransomware Attack - WSJ



/ed70




Hackers Hit Hospitals in Disruptive Ransomware Attack - WSJ

I was in the hospital on October 23, 2020 and I can assure you that 

Hackers Hit Hospitals in Disruptive Ransomware Attack

Government agencies, cybersecurity companies fear catastrophic consequences amid rising Covid-19 cases

The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services in Washington.

The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services in Washington.

Photo: Caroline Brehman/Zuma Press

By

in Washington and

in San Francisco

Hospitals across the U.S. are bracing for aggressive cyberattacks that could threaten patient care amid a national rise in Covid-19 hospitalizations, after security companies and the federal government warned that Russian cybercriminals had already hobbled operations at several hospitals over the past week and were targeting hundreds of others.

The attackers have disrupted hospital systems in Vermont, New York, Oregon and elsewhere within the past few days, deploying a type of malware called ransomware that infects computers...



/ed70

Saturday, January 9, 2021

Mental Health, Trauma and isolation after Trump Virus 🦠

Gee,  I heard the exact same words when I 22 years old and my  father put my incompetent, psychotic mother in charge and if I wanted to use the insurance I would have to have an evaluation and she would need to be present for all medical appointments. 

 So that going to a hard pass because  he is in effect saying that he doesn't care about my physical health and  thinks the "emergency" is all in my head. 

Now, just so are clear, I have had  quite a few psych evaluations and paid for them myself because I was so haunted and traumatized by these events that I wake up screaming every morning because the nightmares are so vivid and I am terrified to leave my own home. 

The nightmares became so horrific I was afraid to go to sleep and now it's 100x worse because I've woken up quite a few times without shoes, keys, my phone or my medical ID and no idea how I got there or why would they move me without my neck brace; communication devices or any form of identification so doctors know that's I have a severe spinal cord injury, autism and do not communicate well without my iPad and phone to write down my emergency contact info. 

I went through this 1000 times before and I been screaming at the top πŸ” f my lungs that I need a trauma therapist. 

My dad told me that I he won't support me and hung up on more times than I can remember. 

For crying 
For using too many words 
For panic attacks that I get each time I call him. 

I can't feel by hands again and I can't pour water without spilling it. 

I can't hold my  cell phone, turn the buttons of and on and I can't use my remote control or the Internet because it was never paired to my voice or TV. 

For "some" reason I'm the only person in the building who doesn't get emails about the construction or gas leaks and the neighbors complain about the noise and heard me yelling HELP HELP HELP for days until days or weeks later when Seth calls Karen to call an ambulance. 

The ambulance drivers know me and I don't believe they would transfer me without my "go bag" 

They also wouldn't transfer me to an locked enhanced COVID unit with NO medical ID band and refuse WATER, ICE or juice. 



/ed70

Saturday, January 2, 2021

Hackers Hit Hospitals in Disruptive Ransomware Attack - WSJ


Hackers Hit Hospitals in Disruptive Ransomware Attack - WSJ

I was in the hospital on October 23, 2020 and I can assure you that 

Hackers Hit Hospitals in Disruptive Ransomware Attack

Government agencies, cybersecurity companies fear catastrophic consequences amid rising Covid-19 cases

The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services in Washington.

The U.S. Department of Health and Human Services in Washington.

Photo: Caroline Brehman/Zuma Press

By

in Washington and

in San Francisco

Hospitals across the U.S. are bracing for aggressive cyberattacks that could threaten patient care amid a national rise in Covid-19 hospitalizations, after security companies and the federal government warned that Russian cybercriminals had already hobbled operations at several hospitals over the past week and were targeting hundreds of others.

The attackers have disrupted hospital systems in Vermont, New York, Oregon and elsewhere within the past few days, deploying a type of malware called ransomware that infects computers...



/ed70

Friday, December 11, 2020

Re: CDC Foundation Data Collection Opportunity


Do you know how badly I wish I could participate in this unfortunately my devices were all infected while I was in the hospital and on since I used to work with the CDC collecting data concerns me that there's a virus about the virus


 I am absolutely unable to get a secure connection to my physician or even to 911 Eno red zone


 I have complains about this multiple times I don't have filed official reports with Aaron and start however my medical devices on my iPhone and from now on about eight of them carry my medical data with that I will no longer reading the data so it does not record my biometrics and Fred's bed it to my physician or to the emergency as staff and I wake up and I am just dumbfounded at how this went and reported and I've noticed when I've been fighting about it and other people then Friday about it for years 



I was a member of the Obama transition team and we built the database as we knew it was going to bring me neither was this risk I never dreamed in 1 million years that I would be the one at the end of the day he sitting here still waiting for emergency surgery I hear a year after they took me to the emergency room and they still can't get me in and they can't get my labs because there was a mixup and they lost them


Every single check my tire I wake up and I don't know where I'm going to bed because I wear device that transmits information to my physician and then I go to sleep and something else tells you not to short in the wire and actually you know I wake up to a two weeks three weeks and it's terrifying to me that as much as it is I have documented not only in myself but in my clients as well that I would still be sitting here and I'm down I planned surgery they may have on each end of June it is now and December and I have not seen a physician other than just one
Every single check my tire I wake up and I don't know where I'm going to bed because I wear device that transmits information to my physician and then I go to sleep and something else tells you not to short in the wire and actually you know I wake up to a two weeks three weeks and it's terrifying to me that as much as it is I have documented not only in myself but in my clients as well that I would still be sitting here and I'm down I planned surgery they may have on each end of June it is now and December and I Still cannot get my labs from quest diagnostics because they had a mixup at the lab which is the day the bridge now I've been telling people about this for for five years and people laugh at me it's in the newspaper there doing the Covid test and they have a contract contract with the health department said if you're wondering why Florida ?? is so bad I have 1,000,001 reasons to tell you because it's now Friday afternoon I have no medication I have no way to get to get medication or and I haven't had medication since I left the hospital and then the hospital gave me the wrong medication

 We are nowhere near the end of the crisis  I was studying the stuff for 25 years OK where is this could happen I didn't think I didn't know about that you'll be a deadly virus but we need to be a problem but you have to understand we also anticipating that this would be a problem with genetic testing and eugenics and so forth so of course there's a problem because quest diagnostics wants to make sure that the babies up here and don't have the splitter that blood so maybe it's a good thing it was a mixup but needless to say right now I am extremely extremely sick and I keep going to the emergency room when all I need is three steady and not to be in a literally in a locked zone with no fresh air and your freshwater I mean everything is as bad as it could 
 But there are a few people who have been really really good today and he worked really hard to make me laugh so it takes me about 3 to 5 days that they have to cleanse my blood but I can't get out of my building to do it and when they take them out of the year it away in the ambulance by the time they get here I'm already unconscious and by then they just did Feres leave me there instead of long-term care facility on lockdown had no telephone no call but I had no medication no water I was going to two people who walked out of there alive

XBut there are a few people who have been really really good today and he worked really hard to make me laugh so it takes me about 3 to 5 days that they have to cleanse my blood but I can't get out of my building to do it and when they take them out of the year it away in the ambulance by the time they get here I'm already unconscious and by then they just did Feres leave me there instead of long-term care facility on lockdown had no telephone no call but I had no medication no water I was going to two people who walked out of there alive there aliveNow I'm using voice activation right now but I've been hacked so bad that my voice activation doesn't have no TV F address and I've had no connection for him from before the surgery since I did actually since I did a documentary about what it's like to live next to Donald Trump has to be surrounded by Russian 70s and Chinese spies I did a documentary and I look up 10 days later paralyze and they fixed it was that I walked fixed it twice but I still I still haven't received any treatment or medication since I left for that by my everything and my doctor is an a fabulous so how can you guys let this go so long without saying he does something is there something broke it in the system 

i've always always had an interest in coding adding a new technology because I knew  we needed to find a way to transmit information to people who speak different languages or maybe just have different abilities such as autism so I learn to speak sign language balance of her and learn to speak gently and I learn to scream

And even though people are tired of hearing me say the same thing over and over again I am tired of saying the same thing over and over again and what's worse is every time I documented by email he has hacked and I can't respond so I can't get in touch with my sellers I can't get in touch with my doctor I literally can't get out of my building because they are unlocked I said no and they won't ever take the limes don't let me through that is so serious and it's so serious it's even more serious now but yeah I'm sorry to talk to speak up about it I've always just been a quiet observer knowing that you know what was going on and Mom doing for other people but I'm the one who stuck

 I don't want to worry anyone I said this had I was I don't want to cause that they make a mess and I had to clean it up but I watch it I've been I've been screaming about that this is it that it was a crisis in January I literally need surgery immediately it's now you know in my forte the first appointment they had to see me is December 29 to test my blood to see if FIY my legs are so swollen and why am dehydrated and why there's a problem with my kidneys and what an awesome way to start at the first appointment is at December 29 and you know what it is it's a zoom conference and my zoom account was hacked and I have already gone through for iPhones for a android and another one that is in my family it is it it was back to work they were kind ofcI don't want to worry anyone I said this had I was I don't want to cause that they make a mess and I had to clean it up but I watch it I've been I've been screaming about that this is it that it was a crisis in January I literally need surgery immediately it's now you know in my forte the first appointment they had to see me is December 29 to test my blood to see if FIY my legs are so swollen and why am dehydrated and why there's a problem with my kidneys and what an awesome way to start at the first appointment is at December 29 and you know what it is it's a zoom conference and my zoom account was hacked and I have already gone through for iPhones for a android and another one that is in my family it is Not only concerned but they're furious because people are worrying unnecessarily and I can't communicate with them in a way that they understand because I kick it it's late but the doctors don't know how to code either so they don't know how to read that so I'm trying to find a common language that we can all speak it and I think this is a critical critical aspect of her talking about a worldwide pandemic


 We have to be able to measure I do the contact tracing and affectively precisely because when they say oh it's a little low it's a little house not that big of a deal well if that's the deal when I'm in the hospital I've attached Luis but when I'm home and now it's happening over and over and over again I mean eight and I know because I've gone through it myself so I've been documenting it and fill him in writing and they're quite a few people who follow and it this point I'm literally I have I don't know what else to do because I've already short circuited three devices Safe4 I have a new Sim card for second I touch a second I can find my DNA is the same thing it's in the DNA I have had the Killswitch have a virus


We have to be able to measure I do the contact tracing and affectively precisely because when they say oh it's a little low it's a little house not that big of a deal well if that's the deal when I'm in the hospital I've attached Luis but when I'm home and now it's happening over and over and over again I mean eight and I know because I've gone through it myself so I've been documenting it and fill him in writing and they're quite a few people who follow and it this point I'm literally I have I don't know what else to do because I've already short circuited three devices Safe4 I have a new Sim card for second I touch a second I can find my DNA is the same thing it's in the DNA I have had the Killswitch have a virus how are we going to fix this? 

Just to give you a perfect example of why am freaking out again it's just a Friday afternoon time is 2 PM had a fire in my first physical therapy evaluation was done supposed to be done yesterday that's like 23 bucks form it's too late I've already fallen multiple times I've already broken Editor asking if you times why are you spying bleeding and there's nothing I can do that because no one didn't want in my building seems to care about anything other than you don't keep in the building looking good for her to that they can impress the Trump people when they come down to YardSale and rented this app the


Just to give you a perfect example of why am freaking out again it's just a Friday afternoon time is 2 PM had a fire in my first physical therapy evaluation was done supposed to be done yesterday that's like 23 bucks form it's too late I've already fallen multiple times I've already broken Editor asking if you times why are you spying bleeding and there's nothing I can do that because no one didn't want in my building seems to care about anything other than you don't keep in the building looking good for her to that they can impress the Trump people when they come down to YardSale and rented this appSo I was able to vote because I anticipated that I might not be able to get to the election is in the hospital on election day is my birthday and it was the best birthday of my life so everyone's upset that they can't be with the family but you know what I'm just trying to let you know that a lot of us are going through the same thing as some of us want to get stronger and some of us why don't you just being one of the outline of the bullies to add their two week trust me I know the difference I know who's there for me I know who's not and if he's contacted me just to pretend like there is such an asshole

So I was able to vote because I anticipated that I might not be able to get to the election is in the hospital on election day is my birthday and it was the best birthday of my life so everyone's upset that they can't be with the family but you know what I'm just trying to let you know that a lot of us are going through the same thing as some of us want to get stronger and some of us why don't you just being one of the outline of the bullies to add their two week trust me I know the difference I know who's there for me I know who's not and if he's contacted me just to pretend like there is such an assholet

 Please help me so that I can help others because I went through this for nothing and no one hears about the kids and the clients that I had who actually called me it was the first that I saw when I woke up I didn't know where I was when I was contemplating taking my own life 

The bottom line is that Everett, was talking to Robbie but I couldn't speak and write out I couldn't write a house that didn't work and they were talking around me and they were separated was asking for certain things they said that they just said it was crazy I said I need water I need certain things and they try to give me medicine it was the wrong medicine and they kept doing it and I don't know I didn't even pay your medical ID badge and they didn't even scan it into the into the machine so I said I'm sitting here they discharge me OK here's the badger a shit and I'm sending this far in life because it's another Friday and I don't care what I have to do but I need people to know that this is what went wrong in 2020 and why so many people are dying 

The bottom line is that Everett, was talking to Robbie but I couldn't speak and write out I couldn't write a house that didn't work and they were talking around me and they were separated was asking for certain things they said that they just said it was crazy I said I need water I need certain things and they try to give me medicine it was the wrong medicine and they kept doing it and I don't know I didn't even pay your medical ID badge and they didn't even scan it into the into the machine so I said I'm sitting here they discharge me OK here's the badger a shit and I'm sending this far in life because it's another Friday and I don't care what I have to do but I need people to know that this is what went wrong in 2020 and why so many people are dyingI've been to the game live in flying Tiger lI fear the game aligned long time and it said Ava stuff since I was like 19 or 2022 as well I officially start now I come home to a house apartment where they throw my bike documents and my diploma and all of my original research because I have all of that stuff and all the data and all the desks from the CDC because we wrote it and I don't have to brag about that be someone special I just want to give the information forward to the people who need it so that because this is not gonna end up well for Ray either way I'm here and I'm broken and I can maybe I'll write again maybe I'll break it out alive but if I don't I'm OK with that too. 

I live in an area where they literally nicked the building next-door to me and they are now building 29 story Tower I come home I am right in the middle of it and all of the bagging at the electric customer apartment I can't get a radius is too much interference and I can't my body can't handle it and people keep coming in my neighbors don't want ice cream for three days three days and I passed out I woke up 10 days later to different hospitals I didn't know where I was at Goshi no ID no medical records they did not even tell me what my diagnosis was until after I got released from a lock down the nursing home in a Covid unit at That was over a month ago so basically every time they discharge me I'm supposed to immediate care and immediate follow up but no one gets here don't worry it's not an emergency well everyone say it's not an emergency it's not an emergency but if it's a Friday fit in it becomes an emergency because now and I have to wait till Monday or Tuesday so now I'm trying to make peace in my head that we're doing this again and I'll do it the hard way and it's gonna hurt but I'll sit there in my bag feet were bleeding and they're infected and I caught a staff and I go to every couple of weeks that they every time there's a holiday or a weekend and I had to be end and this is been going on for years for a couple years now the system is overwhelmed And so am I because as hard as I am trying to get people the information that they need to know what went wrong with the original test or that we knew what happened or how it spread this is the place to science it applies to both Tauruses play some medicine reply :-) it's all the same thing so the fact that I come home I get no signal so Aivri via justice I had to order a pad to order parts from China but he has a problem I can't feel my hands so I have moments where I'm very sturdy and the next thing you know I'm on the phone so I have a seizure and I I don't even have a phone here I don't have a phone I don't have a TV and it comes with the building so now that I am in so I can't make enough noise because I don't have anybody left I've been paying everything out of pocket 

And so am I because as hard as I am trying to get people the information that they need to know what went wrong with the original test or that we knew what happened or how it spread this is the place to science it applies to both Tauruses play some medicine reply :-) it's all the same thing so the fact that I come home I get no signal so Aivri via justice I had to order a pad to order parts from China but he has a problem I can't feel my hands so I have moments where I'm very sturdy and the next thing you know I'm on the phone so I have a seizure and I I don't even have a phone here I don't have a phone I don't have a TV and it comes with the building so now that I am in so I can't make enough noise because I don't have anybody left I've been paying everything out of pocket pocket

I've been denied Medicaid and Medicare because I was a government employee without with a passion and if you were charging your family administration not eligible for any covet relief so basically one way or another I'm stuck here so I'm going to make the most of it and if I'm taking too much of your time guess what I've been sitting here walking in circles I walked 3 miles out of bed and what else nothing but time so put this into a time capsule because I'm sure I'll get in trouble for it anyway someone could help me everyone yells me shut up you're crazy I don't care nothing but time






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